It has only been two weeks since my last entry but somehow, it feels like I have been playing truant for much longer than that. I guess I just wanted to prove to myself that this is something that is entirely up to me and that I am free to stop this whenever I feel like I have had enough. There were even moments when I just forgot why I am doing this in the first place. I know...I know...it's too soon to experience any kind of burn out relating to this. I guess this just hits much closer to home than I would care to admit. I neither want nor care to elaborate on that one. What I can say is that after the closest thing I can have for a retreat, it all came down to why I was doing this in the first place and simply not caring about everything else.
I am honest enough to say that this won't be the last time I will feel the need for some sort of break. People forget. Basic human nature. Lessons learned will have to be re-learned over and over again. So, what's my take-away from all this. Well, there's the backlog of about 10 books to begin with but everything else considered, I consider myself lucky.
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